Above All Else, I Don't Know What I Want - A Course In Miracles Lesson 27

I really need to carve out a blogging schedule to avoid these late night postings. (The later i post the more tired i am which means the shorter the post). I know, i could always do two lessons tomorrow but on saturdays i like to do my shout out posts. If i tripled up on Sunday then that could be to long of a post then i would even want to read (plus i have work and kickball on sunday so that is already eating up a lot of time). Either way, when i do come up with a blogging schedule i will be sure to let all of you know so you know what days to check in here for the posts that you like.

Just reading the theme of the lesson started to make me feel uneasy. I know that when it talks about "seeing" its not referring to what we do with our eyes (or what we perceive that we do with our eyes... depending on how far along in these lessons you are). It just all of a sudden seems (to me) that the lessons all of a sudden got "heavier" and i am having a really hard problem digesting them. I wish i had more time during my days to sit in meditation and ponder but with being a full time college student, working 30+ hours a week, on top of everything else i don't. (Which is again another good reason to come up with some kind of schedule).

*sigh*