So today started out awesome. Since it takes me around 1.5 hours by bus to get to work in the morning i use this time to chill out to some music, maybe listen to one of Gabby's lectures, and just kind of zone out or even meditate. During this zoning out time all of a sudden i came up with an amazing domain name for my blog (and subsequently thanked the universe because the domain name i originally wanted when i started this blog, was unable to be transferred over from my old blog). Work went well, and my kickball team won their second game in a row. Chillaxing at home after even went well. Then i got to todays lesson...
I apologize for the expletives and near expletives written in my notes for today. But this lesson just did not sit well with me at all. I can not grasp even a centimeter of this concept and know that it will be something i have to work on/at for an extremely long time. I am having a hard time grasping the idea that my eye's are not seeing but are only creating images. I don't know, it's just something i do not get right now.
The one part that gave me a little bit of hope was "you will begin to understand it when you have seen little edges of light around the same familiar objects which you see now." I hope that that is true and if any of you are experienced students of ACIM please tell me what your experiences are with this if you have any.
But to put myself in a better mood after i went on youtube and listened to some of my favorite songs (which i will now share with you).
A Day To Remember - If It Means A Lot To You
All Time Low - Remembering Sunday
^--- one of my all time favorite songs. so much so that
my boyfriend learned it on the guitar just so he could
play it for me over skype since he's stationed on the
other side of the country from me (and is sadly for me deployed
right now).
Mayday Parade - Jamie All Over
^--- Long story but this is me and my bf's song...
I would also like to publicly thank Danielle Boonstra for leaving me with this tidbit on the blogpost i made on HerFuture showing my week in review of my lesson notes...
"I love that you do this! And remember, as long as you're doing these with your ~ing and forgiving yourself along the way you are doing it correctly!!! xoxoxo"
2 comments:
woah! this is deep stuff. honestly confusing and how are we making images up as we look at them? confusing... is it that literal?
is that from a book? could you tell me which one?
nevermind i got it! :) spirit junkie!
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