I Am Still Here

I know its been close to a month since my last post so i wanted to come and explain where i have been. (Or at least attempt to). In addition to my college workload picking up other keyholders have left my job (or taken a leave of absence, no one is telling me what is going on) which means i involuntarily have to work even more hours on top of my full time college workload. More recently my grandfather passed away. Now, we weren't particularly close, but what angered me and my mom is his girlfriend called my aunt this week and said "your dad died a week ago and has been cremated." Seriously who the f#ck pulls that kind of s#it? So with all of this extra workload and stress on me, by the time i get home i just want to pass the f#ck out.

I have been somewhat keeping up with my ACIM lessons but i don't do them daily anymore. I've gotten up to the 60's and they are now requiring even more time. I do not want to cheat myself out of what the lessons are trying to tell me so some lessons take a few days and there are some days where i dont even work on a lesson because so much else has come up. I do have a bunch of lessons that i have done that i will post a few at a time over the next week or so so as not to overwhelm you or have to much clutter in one post.

Once this whole mess at work clears up i hope to be back on here more regularly and get back in to the swing of things. In the mean time im currently working on my meditation and yoga practice to get me through this period of time.