Ok, so i know i said in my
tweet that i wasn't going to do lesson notes today because i wanted to blog about the quantum shift i had, but then i did my exercise for lesson 44 and it intertwined with my shift in a major way! So, lucky you for you guys, you get kind of a 2 for one post today!
Not gonna lie. Not to much to say here (other then what is already in my notes) because i want to get to the next part of todays post. Todays lesson was kind of like the earlier ones (this thought about ____ does not exist... etc) so im like "ok, im getting the hang of this," but then the second part came up and i was totally lost. So like with lesson 41i just kind of repeated the days lessons to myself while looking around myself and with my eyes closed.
And now to the amazingness that was this afternoon...
So i created this jar sometime before Christmas to put all of my change in:
My thought was, all, and i mean ALL of my change would be put into this jar and that one day i would get this overwhelming sense on what it would be far. Hence the "For a Dream Not Yet Realized" bit because it was going to be for a dream that at that time i did not realize. Two weeks ago my friend Claudia was over and i showed her my jar and she suggested that maybe i should use it for black diamond Be Well With Ariel iLoveMe ring that we were both saving for. I thought that that could be the "dream" but i just didn't have "that" feeling (if you understand what i mean).
Well today, i had THAT feeling.
I was talking to my boyfriend on skype on how much i disliked my current job but it pays for the bills while im in school. I also said how i really want to get my 200 hour yoga teacher certification before i graduate next May but that i didn't have the money. After we hung up it was like a freekin light bulb went off in my head and then exploded because of all the energy that was feeding into it.
I immediately went to the
Yoga District teacher training page to see how much they charged for their 200 hour certification. Because they are a very community based, no frills studio their training runs roughly $2,000 (which is a lot cheaper then a lot of other places i've seen). I mean, i love my first studio i ever went to,
Tranquil Space, but with their training (they break it down into level 1 teacher training and level 2) it would cost over $3,500. So my mind immediately thought, "train at Yoga District, and take supplement workshops at Tranquil Space" (because they do have some awesome workshops).
While looking over the teacher training application one of the questions was:
"what do you hope to gain from the teacher training program at Yoga District, and what would you after being certified as a RYT-200?"
Then another lightbulb went off in my head.
I took my first yoga class during my second tour to Iraq. (Oh ya, did i ever mention i was in the Marine Corps for 6 years?) When i came back to the states i found Tranquil Space and started taking yoga classes there. Everyone at the studio was extremely welcoming (to include their Director Kimberly Wilson. I absolutely adore her) and taking yoga right after i got back from my deployment really helped me deal with a lot of things from that second deployment.
Then it got me thinking, what if i became a certified yoga instructor? I know a lot of military members, especially the guys, would be resistant to yoga. But, given my military background, i would be the perfect person to relate to! Plus i understand some of the issues they might be dealing with post deployment, and knowing how much yoga helped me i would want to give some of that help back!
So in case none of that rambling made sense this is pretty much what my quantum shift amounted to (and the dream i didnt realize that finally became realized):
~Get 200 hr yoga certification through Yoga District
~Take workshops as needed through Tranquil Space
~When ready, get certified through WarriorsAtEase so that i am better prepared to work with members of the military and their families.
~Kripalu also offers an awesome Trauma Sensitive certification that i am interested in.
So all of that change in that dream jar will be going toward bullet point one! And after my trip to California this summer, the money i was putting aside every paycheck for that will then be saved for me taking my 200 hour training classes winter or spring of 2013.
I can not even begin to explain or describe the feelings i was feeling when all of this just kind of came to me. It was like i finally found my true purpose. Yes, im in school for mortuary science and have no plans to abandon that. When i graduate college i will most likely work i a medical examiners office or a funeral home, but that wouldn't be my passion. My passion would be working with members of the military community in helping them find the peace and at easeness that yoga brought to me.
It didn't just stop there. In between classes i worked on my lesson 44 exercise and all of this came up.
I don't even know where to begin other then there is no way that this was a coincidence. During the exercise i seriously felt like the area where the 4th chakra would be located was just radiating this insane amount of energy. Because i had never felt anything that intense ever i decided to do a little researching on the 4th chakra and was like "holy cr@p, this is exactly how i am feeling right now and what i am going through (referring to my revelation earlier today). It was just freekin nuts!
And thats it really (lol). This afternoon was just crazy intense in so many ways. Its just nuts how just one little innocent conversation with my boyfriend was all it took to turn this light switch on. I dare anyone to try and flip it off because it aint happening. I realized my dream, and im going after it big time!